SEARCHING FOR MY SOUL

TO MISS BLOOD .ORANGE.MOON

IVE BEEN DOING ALOT OF THINKING, THIS PHSYCHIC I WENT TO HAS MY HEAD SPINNING. MY LIFE IS OK, BUT IM AT A POINT THAT IM NOT FEELING ANY OF IT ANY MORE. THE ONLY THING THAT BRINGS ME ANY JOY IS MY SON, AND I CANT SEE HIM AS MUCH AS I WANT TO… I WANT TO, NOT SETTLE DOWN BUT FIND THE WOMAN THAT INSPIRES ME TO PUSH MY BOUNDRIES, N MY COMFORT ZONE,AND AT THE SAME TIME MAKES ME WANT TO JUST CUDDLE ON A COUCH N TALK ABOUT REAL SHIT, NOT JERSEY SHORE…SO I WAS TOLD I WOULD FIND MY TRUE LOVE ,FROM A PAST LIFE, BETWEEN THE RAIN FOREST AND THE OUTBACK, WHEN I LEARN TO DREAM WHILE AWAKE. AND THAT I WOULD DISCOVER WHO SHE IS ON OR NEAR VALENTINES DAY,AND SHE’LL SEEM ALMOST FAMILIAR, AND HOW IM A LION THAT LOVES TO BASK IN THE WATER.AND TO SEEK THE MOON IN PISCES… WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY I THOUGHT IT WAS DUMBEST $100 EVER SPENT, BUT WHAT EVER IT KILLED AN HOUR. SO ON VALENTINES DAY , IM FLIPPING THROUGH THE CHANNELS AND BANG… THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN IVE EVER SEEN IS ON MY SCREEN LIKE IF I COULD MAKE A WOMAN SHE’S IT,I WOULDNT CHANGE A THING.SO I DO A LITTLE DIGGING AND DISCOVER SHE WAS BORN IN PERU AND GREW UP IN AUSTRALIA…HMMMM… ALRIGHT COULD BE A FLUKE BUT THAT WOULD BE PERU=RAIN FOREST, AUSTRALIA=OUTBACK, N SAW HER ON VALENTINES DAY!AND I CLICK ON HER BLOG N IN BIG LETTERS IT SAYS “DREAMING IN AN AWAKEND STATE”…WAIT A SEC… NOW I LEARNED TO DREAM WHILE AWAKE!AND AS IF THATS NOT CRAZY ENOUGH I NOTICE THE NAME AGAIN AND IT HAS ORANGE IN IT A COLOR “MY AURA” IS DRAWN TO… AND FINALLY IT SAYS MOON = “SEEK THE MOON IN PISCES”.IM NOT SURE ABOUT “THE LION BASKING IN WATER”,OR WHY “SEEK THE MOON IN PISCES”, BUT THERE IS A WHOLE LOT SHE WAS PRETTY EXACT WITH… SO NOW IM INTERESTED!…AND GOING THROUGH HER BLOG SHE IS SMART,DEEP,FUNNY SEXY…PERFECT. I DONT KNOW… IM NOT THAT GUY WHO STALKS CELEBS OR EVEN PAYS ATTENTION TO THEM. BUT EVERY THING PUT TOGETHER, IT ALL SEEMS TO FIT TO WELL TO BE RANDOM, EVERY ONE I ASKED AGREES ITS CRAZY HOW IT UNFOLDED. SO I SENT YOU A COUPLE MESSAGES ON YOUR BLOG, IVE NEVER IMAGINED ID EVER DO THIS, IM NOT CRAZY, IM NOT AN UGLY,BROKE DUDE WITH NO WOMAN,OR FRIENDS. JUST A GUY LOOKING FOR MORE. I WANT TO MEET THE WOMAN THAT CAN FILL THIS VOID THATS IN ME. HOPE FULLY THIS IS IT. SO MISS NATHALIE BLOOD.ORANGE.MOON KELLEY. IF YOU READ THIS GIVE ME A CALL MY NAME IS MY NUMBER JOHNMAC860-861-4781OR JMAC1861@YAHOO.COM. IM ALSO ON INSTAGRAM UNDER JMAC1861. WHO KNOWS BUT IT CANT HURT TO TRY,RIGHT?IF U CALL OR TEXT I WONT BLOW U UP OR PHONE STALK U,TRUST IM NOT THAT DUDE,I KNOW HOW ANNOYING IT IS TO HAVE SOME ONE STAY BLOWING U UP., MAYBE ILL HEAR FROM U. IF THIS IS AS CRAZY TO U AS IT IS TO ME I WILL. AT THE VERY LEAST you saved my life.We buried my best friend a few days ago.And while looking for ansewers me n my boy almost died.On the way home we blazed and I zoned out and pictured you in Paris wearing that black hat and how beautiful You are,and how great It would have been to be there with you.Then just how great it would be just to be there.And that was it,I realized its not worth it anymore.So after 14years I’m out the game.I put myself through 3years of college and quit cuz i was afraid of the transition getting my degree was gonna force me to make otherwise what was the point!?! So now I’m gonna go live.I think I’m going to Europe: Amsterdam,London,Paris,Prague,Berlin I’m going all over.You’re welcome to come my treat 1st class,I’ll even wait so we can talk,text and get to know one another.If this medium is right and she says she is when I told her who you are, this could work out to be the start of some thing great for us both!Any way I owe this all to you,finding you has re-awakened my thirst for knowledge and to experience new things and places. So thank you my Angel, I’ve never even met you and you saved my life.I hope to hear from you if not good luck in your career. All my love and best wishes to you and yours….. John Macdonald